Well I made it, 30 weeks pregnant and 10 more weeks to go. It has been amazing watching my belly grow, feeling my son's kicks and hiccups. It's been a journey I shall never forget. I cannot wait till January when i can finally hold Joshua in my arms, to dress him in all his clothes. He's going to be my little cowboy, i can't wait to start looking for the perfect horse for him, at least i hope he shows some interest in horses. I lost my riding partner the day i lost Asinaway, so i hope my son can replace Sean in my hobby of horses and who knows maybe Sean will get back into it.
Melody's doing great, fat and ready for winter. Her stiffness seems to be doing much better, i can't wait to open her up next summer. I haven't seriously ridden a horse in 8 months and it's driving me crazy. I'm hoping when i do get on her she's the same horse as before, but she's my good girl and i know she will.
Monday will be the one year anniversary of Asinaways death. I can't believe it has been that long already, it seems like yesterday almost. I'm doing okay this year, i haven't shed a tear yet but i know i will. I just miss her so much.
Well that's about all i wish to share today, I'll probably write on monday.
-Jennifer
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