Well this shall be my first official post. Things are going pretty good today, except for the fact that it is snowing. Ugh, is winter over yet? It's been a blizzard since this morning, and I don't expect it to be stopping anytime soon. Not to mention it's freezing for once in the apartment, usually i am roasting. Sean and i had a little fight last night, and I'm still not very happy on what i found out. I know we cannot afford the engagement ring that i want, and i am happy being with him, but apparently he wants to wait a year or two, to get married. I'm not quite sure how i feel about that. It just pisses me off when everything goes right for everyone around me, but it seems things just keep going bad for me.
I'm also still not quite over the death of my mare, and I'm even more ticked of that i can't sell my gelding. I really do think i will be stuck with him forever, it was a big mistake to ever buy him, and an even bigger mistake thinking he was trained enough for me to ride and enjoy. I know it's selfish but sometimes i wish he would have died and not Asinaway. I get so many people interested in him, but no one is willing to give him a chance. Seriously at $500 what is there to lose, he is trainable and I'm sure there are far worse horses out there. I'm just tired and sick of people wasting my time.
I suppose this turned more into a rant then anything else but it feel's good to get my feelings out. I just can't wait till March so i can go to Florida, i so need a vacation.
Well that's all for now. I will update later.
-Jennifer
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